Ch-ch–ch-changes!: I’ve Moved.

After I graduated Moody, I noticed that my need for someone to remind me of the gospel did not decrease but INCREASED dramatically! I found myself needing consistent reminders of who I am in Christ, God’s persistent pursuit of me, and the joy I get to cultivate.

From dialoging with Caleb Beaty, my roommate from Moody, I noticed that him and I were going through the same thing. We were both experiencing, what Caleb calls, gospel-growing-pains. Basically as we walked into a new season of life we recognized our unbelief and the need for increased dependance on Jesus in the gospel. And I don’t think that we are alone in this walk.

moving-dayTherefore him and I have been cooking up a new website called gospeling. A little about the title: as we navigate life, sometimes blindfolded, we see areas of unbelief that need to be confronted by the gospel. Those areas need to be shaped and changed because of who we are in Jesus as revealed to us in the gospel. We are coining the phrase gospeling: the art of preaching the gospel to yourself daily.

All this to say that I have officially moved. At least in the near future I will not be posting any new content to this blog but will instead blog alongside Caleb (and a host of guest bloggers) at gospeling.com. We will be posting new content at least two times per week. I hope you will come join, subscribe, and participate in discussion.

For those of you who have been following me on this site, thank you very much. Your support and interaction with me here has been fantastic. I am thankful and grateful for you. Thanks again. I hope you’ll make the move with me!

Chris Lash

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Open letter to Summer Staff 2013

(I wrote this after I got off a 13-14 hour shift and late at night, please forgive the typos.)

Before we get into it, let me set the backdrop. I served on summer staff for 5 years: two on day camp, two on counseling, and one on program staff. I love CHBC. I love the people, the grounds, the waterfront (especially the waterfront), and I love the mission and CHBC’s heart for kids to be introduced to Jesus. This place is a good place.


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And this is why I am writing an open letter to you. Because if, at all possible, I would like to help make your summer less burdensome and more focused.

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Jesus may have lied when He told me to rest.

Jesus is a liar!

I can distinctly recall sitting at my desk during my Freshman year at IWU and while reading Matthew 11, I said to myself “Jesus clearly has no idea what the burden of life is like. His burden is not light! His burden is heavy and borderline cruel!”

Matthew 11:30 enraged me. “For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” I mean come on. Seriously? After ch. 11 vv. 1-19 Jesus tells John, “Yes I am the messiah and you will die in prison.” And then 20-24 he chews out unrepentant cities. Then is vs. 30 he has the audacity to say that His burden is light?

Utter foolishness. He clearly is not in touch with reality. Read more ›

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A Purposeless Grad?

Graduating from college seemed to rob me of purpose.

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In December 2012 I officially graduated from Moody Bible Institute in Chicago (much to many of my guest’s surprise who strangely think that because of my degree from Moody I should try to be the pope, true story). Don’t get me wrong, that is great news. It means that I get to move on; I get to experience the world; I get to participate in God’s plan in new ways. This was exciting!

Except it wasn’t.

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Lament for a Friend

Nicholas Wolterstorff, a prominent Christian philosopher, and his wife Claire lost their son (Eric) due to a mountain climbing accident. This devastated them.
The journal that Wolterstorff kept while he sat (sits) on the “mourner’s bench” has been turned into the book “Lament for a Son” (truly is a phenomenal read).  (Lament is something that us Western positivistic Christians don’t understand.  It simply is not a category with which we interact.)

Six years ago, today, I lost a good friend: Hadessa Aspen Presti Flora. (For more on this loss check out this post.)  Her death was shocking, sobering, painful, hard. It shattered my world; I miss her dearly. Read more ›

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July 2012: A-Team

It has been FOREVER since I last posted. With the end of the semester (I only have one more left) compounded with summer plans, the time escaped me.  But today, on my day off, it seems prudent to post about my summer and give some specific things for which you could be praying.

Well, this summer I find myself back at camp. I wholly intended on NOT going back but my current boss (Desiree Bakken) was relentless in pursuing me for the Alpha Male Assistant Program Director position. Seriously, I tease her about it now, she had a one track mind, get Chris for this position.   Read more ›

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The Society of Sufferers

“They stood there, naked, ashamed, holding the fruit, unbelief polluting their souls, the very bowels shaped by the Beloved digesting the forbidden, Adam and Eve experienced sin. Our first parents suffered greatly, for they knew the weight of the garden lost.1 But with that, suffering was introduced into the human existence. No longer would life be characterized by delightful conversations with the Divine. The great commonality of all mankind shifted from a vibrant relationship with the Creator to death, pain, toil, and suffering. The society of sufferers asks for no dues, no pledges, its membership include all who have a heartbeat.

This society is not reserved for only faithless unbelievers. The underlying assumption is that hating and cursing God results in suffering while remaining faithful to Yahweh results in incredible flourishing. However, Scripture does not attest to that. Scripture flies in the face of prosperity theology and declares that world-shattering suffering occurs to the faithless and faithful alike. Traditionally, this question has been framed, why do the righteous suffer?2 In the pages that follow, we shall trace the suffering of the righteous through Job, Psalm 73, John the Baptizer, Jesus, and then examine the end of suffering.”

Read the rest of my suffering paper here:  The Society of Sufferers

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The Greater Story: Act of Valor

I am a sucker for war movies, especially movies that highlight the honor in sacrifice and the heroism of those who fight for our country.

Act of Valor was one of those movies. Granted, it is essentially one long commercial for the Navy but I thought it was pretty good. (It was especially cool that the main characters were active Seals, and not actors. Thing is, you could totally tell they weren’t actors…)

But here is what I am getting at. 

As Christians, we belong to a better story.  We have been saved into a story that no Hollywood movie could top (even Passion of the Christ).  This story has more intrigue, sacrifice, honor, surprises, and glory than whatever we watch on the big screen. I know this, I affirm it.

But as my mom and I were walking out of the theater (I love that she doesn’t drag me to chick-flicks but will totally see movies like A.O.V), I couldn’t help but wonder how our story topped it. With the emotional ending and epic battle scenes, I could not readily see that my affections were stirred more towards Jesus than the Seal Team. I found myself thinking that I would rather be absorbed in that story rather than the gospel.

I realized that I wanted to be the Hero. I wanted to be in the story where I was the Seal that secured safety for my team and the American People. I wanted to save the day.  I wanted to be the honorable self-sacrificing soldier.

However, that is never my place in the story. In reality, I am infected with a disease more devastating and destructive than AIDS or MRSA: sin and corruption. I have been corrupted since conception and ever since have been a dirty rotten little sinner who shakes his fist as the heavens challenging God to battle. Worse than immoral actions, I have offended (really pissed off) this holy God. The battle is within me and I am my own worst enemy.

Therefore Jesus came to the world in human flesh, incarnating into the fallen humanity to seek and save the fist shakers (the lost and religiously self-righteous). Living His whole life here on earth then allowing for Himself to be murdered at the hands of sinful man, Jesus then rose from the dead ultimately conquering over sin, Satan, death, and Hell.

Not only that but God is redeeming everything back to Himself. All creation will again, in the new heavens and new earth, sing praises to the Trinity.

And I have been united with this Christ. He is how I have been brought into this story. All the benefits Christ secured for Himself is automatically given to me: justification, sanctification, election, preservation, sonship, the affection of the Father, ability to participate in the life of the Trinity, ect.

And then He grabbed ahold of my affections and brought me near to Himself, replacing my anemic desires with soul filling God glorying desires. So I no longer hate this God but seek for Him to be my supreme delight, delightfully! 

Anyways, I am not the hero of the story. You’re not the hero of the story, you never will be. Jesus is the hero.  He is the victor. He has secured victory for those who are united with Him.  He has given purpose to suffering, even suffering in throwing ourselves on the grenade to show who the Hero truly is.

What is even better about all this? My participation, co-laboration, in this story is not predicated upon ANY faithfulness within myself. Zero. Jesus is the source. HIS faithfulness guarantees me a spot.  HIS perseverance, HIS act, HIS glory, HIS valor secures me, keeps me, draws me, moves me, changes me, into being more like Him and less like me.

Jesus did not simply DO and act of valor. Jesus IS the act of valor, He embodies it.

What are other ways in which you see the story of God being greater than any other Hollywood movie?

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Sexual Abuse

I recently read an article by a professor at Moody Bible Institute, Dr. Schmutzer.  He wrote it in 2008 to be a voice for the “shrieking silent.”

It is specifically aimed at the non-abused. He states that his goal is to educate Christian ministers by bringing sexual abuse out of its hidden dark corners into the light.  So often this issue of sexual abuse goes unnoticed in the church.  So much so that Schmutzer says they are leaving the church, “When the church does not plan for this dissonance, it could be ignoring a terrifying reality for up to 20% of its congregation–if they are still there.”

I have not been abused. God was very gracious to me to give me a mother and father who protected me from such horrendous evils. So this topic is not one that I fully understand but one that provokes me like few others.

My meager ignorant writing does not do this article or topic justice so I will simply say this: if you are a Christian you honestly must read this article.  It is roughly 23 pages long but it is well worth carving out a lot of time to slowly work through.

Dr. Schmutzer’s A Theology of Sexual Abuse: A reflection on Creation and Devastation.

Here is also an intense spoken word about the story of a woman’s sexual abuse.  More than worth your time.

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The Poem Heard ‘Round the World

This makes me not want to be “famous.”

If you have not been paying attention to facebook, twitter, and blog posts, there has been a video going viral (7.7 million hits) about how Jesus is greater than religion.

Seattle resident Jeff Bethke made a sequel to his Sexual Healing video (which really was an excellent piece) and titled it Jesus >Religion.

I encourage you to watch it.

As the watch count grew rapidly, so did the critics.  People of all theological shapes and sizes, from Christian Orthodox clergy to lay Roman Catholic parishioners to Gospel Coalition pastors, have jumped on this video to comment on its theological assertions.  Some critics are legitimately out to shepherd their flock and guard the church.  I get that, it is the pastor’s job and dutiful delight.   They are charged to do so because they love their people.  Some of the “critics” (I put critics in quotations to try and differentiate between those who wrote to edify not to be associated with haters) in this camp were encouraging and helpful and genuinely wanted the best for Bethke. I thank God for them.

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I am fighting to believe.
My fight is the fight to believe. I also fight to rest and have joy in my God.